Hey baby. I have told your sister loads about you and i will continue to make sure she knows you are her big brother. I know you are with us both. I have been getting frustrated recently because i keep hearing the phrases 'first birthday as a mum' and 'daddies first fathers day'. I just want to scream at them that i was a mother two years ago but i know thats not right so i just nod along and smile as much as it kills me on the inside. Also, your sister has been doing a lot of firsts this week like rolling and showing me the first signs of a tooth, as much as this is exciting, it makes me realise just how much we missed out on and can never have. I love you baby boy, more than you will ever know. Mummy xxxxxxxx

Thinking of you today baby, i really miss you. Your little sister has been told loads about you and i know you are watching over us both, when you are not playing with Maisey. I love you with all my heart and still long for you to be here every day. All my love, mummy xxx

im hugging you both so tight, he is gorgeous and this page will bring you some much comfort. i will be thinking of you all on Thursday. (((HUGS)) ^i^ x x