I want to hold you both tight, shield you from the pain. but i can't, for this my children is for you to bare. I can be there for you , cry with you , hold you and love you . The natural order is wrong which makes this so hard and therefore i feel so lost . I cry but must be strong , i'm strong but have to cry , i want to help but feel so useless ,say the right thing but don't know what the thing to say is, so lost i stay. I love you my children this i do know, and in this sad time i offer you this, my love and my heart and the pain that we feel . To be there for you whenever you need us, but give you the space to grieve and to mourn and know we'er waiting with arms open wide to hug you and hold you till all this subsides , and be there with you for adventuers new to love and support you in all that you do.