Hey little man, Me and your daddy collected you from the crematorium today. For me it was a relief to bring you home, where you belong. I just wish that it was under better circumstances and i would do anything to make that happen and it breaks my heart that i cant. It is so so painful having you here but i wouldnt want you to be anywhere else. We have brought you a lovely tree that we can keep polished, its called a tibetan cherry tree. It is a lovely red that shines so bright, we thought this was very fitting. We are going to pot this into a large plant pot and bury you there, in the lovely box that has your name on a plaque that we were given by the crematorium. That way, when me and daddy move into our own house with a garden, we can take you with us and you will always be with us no matter where we go. I was looking at plaques today that we can put on the plant pot. We are going to add your hand prints to the plaque as well. I was trying to come up with wording on the plaque but i cant seem to think of anything that is fitting enough for you. We will always miss you and think of you and love you, so seems too obvious for the plaque. I dont know what i can do to make it perfect for you, but i know me and daddy will do our best for you. All the love in world and more Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx